Yeah... its the time of the year... where we need to be corny and chee na... this year is an expensive festival to celebrate as the hotel requires us to wear cheong sum... Haiz... have to go buy due to I'm not that a back date person... Lucky I'm a very oriental person... so of cos the dress suites me damn well lor...

Heez... actually am here to write down my thoughts before I forget... Was having a casual chat with my new loner friend... and we started to talk about my story... he commented that actually she is a very nice lady that one will wanna take care of her for the rest of his life...

This make me thinks alot thou... Maybe there is something very wrong with me... Maybe from the start its already wrong... This thing is already very wrong... I'm just a loner... hoho...

Anyway... I'm already letting it go man... yeah... this will be a very good lesson to educate other peep as well... They are really very loving couple... Just lack a few bit from me... haha I'm just kidding... Hope they will last thou... ^_^ but lastly... I still can't forget hor...

Heez... hannar stop frowning my friend... I can foresee seeing a few peep frowning... I"m really ok... that's y I'm getting fatter and fatter... heez...

Alright... going for my last site inspection then i'm heading out with Tiffany for shopping spree... heez... Cheers!!

Haiz... when is my prince charming coming...

Am here... waiting for Emily's couple for food tasting...

Am here... reading back my blog out of boredom as YuYu block each and every access of entertainment... Good job Yuyu...

Am here...rekindle back the sorrows...

Am here... feeling unwanted again...

Am here... feeling alone...

Hmmm... What is get over... How does one person really get over... How shall one person get over... What can one person really get over... Yesterday Ricky ask me with them infront of me... Have you let go... The answer is so so predictable... Its "No" lor...

I'm lousy in this field... I really do not know how to play this game... Haiz... I laugh back when I'm writing my blog scolding myself... Think I'm some crazy old woman who keep talking to myself... Oh man... Pray to goddess I wanna have someone with me...

Criteria for my next someone... (I pen it down somewhat recently)
1) Must be 175cm and above.
2) Must be from lean to fit, no overweight although I'm fat.
3) Must be good in drawing.
4) Must be good in dancing. I'll drool if someone can breakdance.
5) Must be good in at least one instruments.
6) Must be Man but not chauvinistic.
7) Must be understand me.

Haha... Hur... Pray hard pray hard lor...

Feel I didn't cry in the longest time... Sudden have the urge to watch Love in the sky... Think this should be the english title...

This movie is the sadest movie that I have ever watch... No one has a more tragic story then this... This is my more than 10 times watching it and I'm still crying over it...

The joy... the happiness... the heartpain... the sorrow... all you can deeply feel it together with the show...

I bet I wont be that strong if I'm one of the character... Those who are not touch by this movie is indeed cold blooded... Think those rare species can jolly well stay at home and think about what you may have miss out in the past...

The scene that I always start to cry is the part when Mika realise that Hiro was fooling around and was hurt by it... However when she starts to move on with her life... she realise that Hiro is actually sick and have not much time left...

Right i heard that corny storyline... however the movie wont let you have this feeling... This is a must watch...

For those who haven't cry for the longest time and wanted to let out the water... Just watch it... Definitely you will love it...

Heez... alright think the promo is sufficient... shall not write more...

P/S: Live to the fullest... Everyday is a happening day...

Cheers!!!

Currently watching this show and it is in its 30-plus episode. This drama is a must watch that shows alot of greed and guilt the real bad side of a human being.

Its from snatching inheritant to snatching boyfriend. I'm really engross in this show, now its about Chang Zai Xin realise that Alfred's secret third party is her best of best fried, Shui Bai Bai...

Hmm... Can't really understand how human thinks, its not only guys but girls do that too just because of excitement. Then sore about the broken relationship, isn't it that they should already anticipate about it since they are playing with fire. The fire will burn the whole relationship down one day.

Oh didn't update my life here much... so let's do a two weeks thing altogether... Last last week, I had BBQ with Liwei Boonie and gang... with my darling Yanny as well. Its always nice to hang out with the old clicque reviving the old memories and discuss about the recent happening. We then did of course our late night blading. Did our blading til 1am in the morning. I actually follow the boys to the Bedok Jetty and had a great fall down the slop. Hah serve me right man, I'm too fast and too proud of myself. Had both my knees injured with bruises and cuts.

This week just yesterday, met up with Grace and Ricky. Went to watch Red Cliff, its a really nice show, it inspire me to play my Dynasty Warrior all over again. This Zhu Ge Liang is damn damn smart. He can really predict what enemies are actually plotting. However this movie don't stop here, there is a part 2 coming along with the grand finale fight.

Afterwhich, we sadistly watch the second movie Batman: The Dark Knight. We went to Beach road Shaw house instead. Its a very dark movie I must say, not really a movie that really boast Batman to the climax however it shows the dark and demoralise part of Batman. Hmm tragic hero I must say. Secondly, I must complaint about the cinema, its old school with small seats and weird arrangement for the drink holder. We really have to wiggle and reposition ourselves to sit "comfortably" after the move, we are already cramp and sore all over argh... not a very nice cinema to recommend.

Then we head down to Ms Clarity Cafe and had our bites and best of all, MY WARM CHOCOLATE CAKE. It is worth the sin.

Next week will be the athelete's meet. Gonna burn the track and take the number one position. We will see each other at the finals. So rest of the hotels, beware!!!

Alright folks have to pack up and meet my darling number XXX Shufen, gonna stay at rasa enjoy the sun and the sea!! hope they give me a nice room.

Cheers!!

Haven't blog for the longest time... Current location is in office, I'm incharge of wedding tonight at the Lawn Buffet style...

The last two weeks of my life have been fantastic... Went to Zouk with Amrit and gang to see Infected Mushrooms... Sure its packed man... They are so popular that we have to climb up the speaker to find space. It is that Jam pack... ^_^ alot of cute guys thou...

Sunday met up with Yanny and Karen... Went to Queensway for quick shopping... finally bought blade for myself... ^_^ I can fly without wings... heez...

Then busy with work all week long, trying to arrange meet up with Adeline Lorraine and also Yanny... but have to push away as I can't finish my work... this sucks man... really to the core...

Yesterday met up with Yanny Karen and her colleagues for blading session at East Coast Park... Sure its enjoying... I even have a great fall and scratch my fingers... haiz... how rackless can I be... heez... maybe I'll stop when one fine day I break either my hand or leg...

Was disucssing with Yanny for plans of vacation... wanting to go overseas so much especially Taiwan...

Currently very into this guy call Owo Dog from lollipop... his performance with his bboy clan is so awesome... they are the 2nd in the competition in Taipei... Should check him out man... some of his solo performance in Lollipop is also fantastic... He recently just got his champion in a drawing competition as well to design some front page i think...

Now my wishlist from now to next year... is to find a boyfriend that knows how to bboy and drawing... so mesmerize by him... *blush*

This week I'm really packed up so all of you can ask me for late night supper but not dinner...
Tomorrow is the start of my 3 days meeting event... followby a food tasting the next day... rest on friday and a wedding on Saturday... next Monday, need to attend Star 2 training with Kelvin and Fen... hope i do not need to come back like i do in Star 1... I think i'll just die...

Alright... shall not use so much time to blog... will penalize me and cut my pay... that's all folks...

I was watching some episode of this show with my brother... Not fantastic but simple and sweet...

It makes me wonder... love is just so simple... friendship is just so wonderful... and with close friends as close as sister is the best thing in the whole wide world...

Love from young teen although do not last for long... but they reason to love and not is just so simple and stright forward... Its so sweet to always watch drama with regards to high school...

Always wonder where my prince charming will be... It should be hiding in one of the rooftop somewhere... Haha...

^_^... Today is a tiring day... tomorrow I'm off but I needa go back to work cause the BEO for next Sunday is not out yet... >_< !! Yoga classes and maybe ktv after that... I can't believe that after all the running and exercising... I'm gaining 3 kg... This is a nightmare man... To consider Adeline commented I have slim down...

Oh considering joining back Studio Wu as they have one year free membership... but still discussing with Shu fen and Adeline... cause the time is really damn not fix with a burden of 10 site inspection every week... I'm near to staying back everyday for my site inspection man... My life is destine to work my ass off man...

Oh well... Saturday will be a busy day with half a day site inspection and wedding rehearsal... Rachel's son 1st Month celebration... Salooning with Shufen... and the best part is Zouk at night with Amreet and gang... Yeah!!! Can wear my pretty little dress there... Imagine I bump into the same couple... I'll probably tell them... "Hey... I met both of you... You were fucking in one corner at the dance floor last Sat too..." Hah... I bet they will be dumbfounded...

Hey... Ladies and gentleman... My friend told me this joke and I find it super duper funny... Just wrote it down... No time to repeat it over and over again...

One day Ming went to his mom complaining that his body is aching...
"Mom, my whole body hurts... I press here it hurts and here and here and here..."
The mom is so worries and brought him to the hospital... He told the same thing to the doctor, and the doc finds it serious as well. He did a whole body x ray for Ming to check for syndrome... Soon after the doc came back to them and said...
"Ming, you are not body aching.... You are... Finger injury.... heez...

Chinese version is funnier la... Haha... Hey who is still reading my blog ar... damn curious lez... leave your big name here lez... then I know... *bling off*

Yeah... I'm back again... realise that I have fans who like to read blog, not only mine but everyone's blog... *wink wink*

I should update my life abit after all the down spirit blog... I'm now doing aye ok... single still but who cares... I have great friends, sisters, brothers and family... I have make new friends here who are really there for me...

Working in events is really very stressful... It is a make it or break it job... Just last week I have events almost everyday and I screw up 2 big time... Although come right down is not my fault... However I represent the hotel thus the guest will still point fingure at who ever...

Oh let's talk about the juicy personal part of my recent development... I think that I have it over le... I'm really glad and have talk Emily and Shufen about it...

I have an event on Friday, which is the SAF... One of them have lost a hard disk with all the highly confidential information... Thus on Sunday, they came down to look for the DM on duty which is none other than Rohit...

He called me on that day to followup on the matter... Adeline is with me... when i left the phone... I look at her and said... OMG... my heart wont pump for him le... I wont feel the flush or excitment of hearing him anymore...

The next day monday, I saw him so I wanted to test again... went up to him and talk to him about the SAF founding... then i realise that I can look into his eyes and no hatred is there... hmm... Thanks for the busy job... I'm really not pounding at it after all...

However, I have wrote a nasty note to him before so I believe that we really can't be friends anymore le... even her... believe that she treat me well is out of goodwill...

Emily bday has just past... Had the celebration at Zouk... Wore my little cute dress... hoho... Should come spot me man... I, myself give myself a 10/10 heez...

Hur... din't take photo that night... Oh guess what Adeline and I saw at Phuture... we saw one couple fucking on the dance floor... That's very right... They are fucking in one corner with the zip all unzip... however whether the long bean goes in is another issue... we shall leave it for imagination...

Haiz... dun understand young people now... they can think of all sorts of weird places to do it... Dancefloor it is so open... Adeline and me is just right beside... We are both staring in curiosity... So please peeps... don't think that it is safe and crowded... someone will definitely spot on ya...

Yeah... its been awhile since I really sit down and write story and blog... I believe the last time is when I'm in Gallery Hotel... which is damn damn long ago... Oh... I'm an Aunt too man... My cousin-in-law just gave brith to a little boi... Branson Ong's the name... very charming little baby... you may spot him in Friendster... I have uploaded his photos there... Wonder when my 白马王子will appear... heez...

Next week is my grandchild bday as well... lukas... ^_^ so nice to have children around... This is very influential man... Sometimes it is so blissful that you wanna have it... Hmm... but first I needa search for my victim...

Opps... Its already 1710... gotta go pals... If I'm found blogging... I'll lose my hair...

Cheers!!!!!!!

I'm so fucking stress... I'm emotionally stress... I'm just fucking useless... and I'm fucking hating this kind of feeling... I can just throw to the dustbin and be wasted fuck...

it's been quite a period of time since i last wrote an entry.

"He" has been such a sweetheart, standing outside the my window, calling me at 12am sharp, with a bouquet of lilies in his hand.

"I want you to be the first to receive the flowers."
Such a simple statement, but evoking strong feelings from me.

Needless to say more, "he" is the best thing that has ever happened to him.
We didn't start of the relationship easy, but everything's taking off great now.
My family likes him. Even my "bao qing tian" dad talks and smiles at him.

Thank you for everything you've done and given to me.

I Love You.